This Is How It Hurts

This is how it hurts
You wouldn't make it work
We crashed into each other
In moments and in spurts

This is how it went
We talked and then we didn't
I fell in love with you
And you fell out of touch

This is how I cry
When I remember your goodbyes
Nothing like our love
Full of hatred and disgust

Today

I think today I may have forgotten to think about you for a few hours. Maybe I am over the worst. Mostly when I think of you I wonder whether you ever think of me. I know you said you loved me. Then you didn't say anything for a while. Then you said you hated me. What should I believe?

A Little Bit Lonely

I could say I'm a little bit lonely without you. I plead, come back and let me feel full again. This emptiness stifles me. Deep down, you know you want to. You know you miss me. We still need each other. Let me hold you again and forget all the nights and days filled with despair since you've been gone. Let me laugh and smile and have it not be forced. Let me love again.